Dean and I pose after his head shaving. You can view the video of the head shaving at the link below |
Although I have missed being at work and missed seeing my work colleagues, I have decided that it's in my best interests to continue my short term disability. I have come to this conclusion after much considerable thought. I'm not even half way through my chemo treatment yet and I still have no idea how well it's going. I think it's going well- I feel fine, my doctors tell me I'm doing well and I've had relatively few side effects from the chemo treatment- but we don't know if the tumor is shrinking or not. It won't be till after my fourth chemo treatment (I'm doing my third one this Friday) that they'll give me a PET scan to see my progress so right now, that will happen towards the end of October. I think it would be better to wait until my scan results and reassess from there if I'm ready to go back to work. I figure I'll be working for another 20 years (hopefully only 15 if all goes well), so why try to rush back in after only a few months when my treatment isn't over yet. I do feel guilty about not going back especially after I told my boss I thought I was well enough to go back but I reminded myself that it's a time for me to be selfish-- my health is my #1 priority and there really should be nothing selfish about focusing on one's health! My treatment has been going well it seems because I have a good routine going and I want to be able to keep that up and continue to focus on my health.
Fortunately, I work for a really good company that values its team members and I have a great team that's been very supportive. After I told my manager this, he was very understanding and agreed that we should reassess things after my scan and go from there.
So...as I have another month to go, I hope I'll continue to have walking partners and lunch buddies to keep me company as I reach almost the halfway point of my journey.
Link to head shaving:
https://plus.google.com/u/0/
Great seeing you! Hope you come back soon!
ReplyDeleteYeah, work can wait. Have you ever tried meditation? If not, it would be a good addition to your routine. Even just 5 minutes a day is beneficial.
ReplyDeleteHealth and family first. Always! Glad you're feeling well overall. Keep it up!
ReplyDeleteHang in there buddy...hope to catch up with you soon. Conrad
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